Last Tuesday..... I made ma cried.. Not because I'm naughty but because I fainted at home. She was so afraid she thought she has lose me.. that she cried. Sorry ma...
That evening, I was feeling unwell... my heart is very painful and felt very giddy. i did not tell ma as i thought it will just go away very soon.... then I went to the kitchen to get my Maggie mee and the next thing i know is i heard ma scream and shouting to wake me up... I can hear ma... but my whole world is dark..... I couldn't see anything and have no strength at all. Ma couldn't carry me as i was really heavy. she dashed to the living room, trying to make photo call to dad... suddenly, I called out" Ma"... when she heard me calling for her from the kitchen... she cried... I know why.. cause she felt she have not lose me yet.. i was frighten too... I thought that is the end le.... I missed him badly... but I was very weak.. ma drag me to the sofa and tried all means to wake me up further... as my breathing was weak. she massage me, hoping that blood will flow and i could wake up... after 30 minutes of massage.. i regained my conscious and dad came home. He wanted to hospitalise me, but I told him i don't wan to.... Ma said I was damn pale.... i broke down too...... =( then my head starts to hurt as i bang my head on the floor... ever since... i been having giddiness till now... Ma was worried till today, she will check on me every night to ensure i m still there ...... think i really scared her. sorry mama.
after this, it really makes me realise... life is so fragile, i may not have another chance like this.. I will cherish and treasure everything I have... especially you...it may seems so drama... but i feel it deeply in me........I miss my guardian angel...